Party with me on New Years

In Fort Lauderdale getting ready for 4 nights of shows at Johnny's. Hope to see some of you there.

New Beginnings

I hesitated for a while about posting a blog regarding my situation. I don't want to get into to much detail but me and my husband, Tristan Phoenix had to part ways. I don't want to spew drama about my husband. I love him and I wish nothing but the best for him. I just couldn't continue on with our relationship. He is in a different place and I can't go there with him. Due to California law we have to at least be separated for 6 months and then get divorced. I'm moving on with my life and starting a new chapter, trying to mend my broken heart if that's possibility.

Nice Clip from Pornstar's in Love

I found this clip from Pornstar's in Love of me and Tristan Phoenix. Figured nice little holiday clip j/o session. A two minute clip should be enough time.

Playing with my RealTouch

I mentioned my experience with the RealTouch on a previous blog and here is the video of me demoing it at the Exotic Erotic Ball. It also features hotties Tony Aziz, Cole Streets, and Dean Tucker. Thanks to thesword for the video.

Halloween 2009/Queens are Wild

Had a blast a Queens are Wild. Learned how to play Blackjack for the first time. That was interesting. I was so lost at first. There are more rules then I thought. All I knew was don't go over 21. I want to thank all the people at my table for being nice enough to explain to me how it all worked lol. Everyone got 100 dollars worth of tokens, this way people were a lot more lenient and helpful yay. Once I got the hang of it, a piece of cake. Except that sometimes I counted wrong but whatever no one's perfect. Once the events were done they announced us to the stage as a thank you for helping out. I dunno what came over me but I got a little shy and never went on stage. I think also a part of it was, I'm lazy and didn't want to walk all the way over there. Thanks Michael Brandon for the shout out, sorry my lazy, shy self didn't go up there.

Then this weekend was Halloween and I kind of was low key. Just went to a standard Halloween type party at a private club. Saw Steve Cruz and Bruno Bond looking hot as always. Oh I do have a funny story. More of my dippyness. I was trying to head to the bathroom and accidentally walked right by it and into the kitchen. Now you would think a smart person would be hmm maybe I went to far, not me. I thought maybe the bathroom is in the kitchen and saw this door on the right, opened it and oops found a closet and some people chatting in there. After that, people assumed I was sooooo wasted and the funny part was I didn't even drink. Good times, and here's some pictures of me and the hubby being stupid.

The Amazing RealTouch and Erotic Exotic Ball

Last Saturday I got to head over and check out the Erotic Exotic Ball. I was featured there to demo the RealTouch. Now before I get to that let me just say leading up to this ball, I kept hearing from everyone tell me how scary it was and full of freaky people. It's just like more straight, Folsom, sex type party, which I didn't even see anyone having sex just making out. Well I did see lots of girl on girl action on stage. This was not a gay event but still interesting to see. Now the area surrounding the expo G-H-E-T-T-O and with the outfit I had on I made sure to zoom inside. Unfortunately since I'm really bad with directions I got a tad lost and walked into a drug deal. I know this because they asked us to get out saying, we are trying to conduct business, and as I was walking away I heard them yelling lets get the dope. They could of at least waited to I got a tad farther.

Ok so now I'm in the expo and alive. I was at the RealTouch booth chilling out showing some of the equipment to the ladies. Sometimes a guy would be brave enough to come near the booth. Usually they were just scared because this was a straight event and they, of course didn't want to come across gay. Then came time for the live show. I got to go behind a curtain and work myself up and also try out the machine. The RealTouch basically makes it so you feel the same sensations as to what's being portrayed in the scene. Freaking awesome. It really does work well. So now I've worked myself up to a hard on and pulled away the curtain. You can just see tons of people staring and taking pictures. Shockingly lots of guys. I guess watching someone masturbate is a lot manlier :). It was quite the rush doing the live show and getting to try out the RealTouch. Had a great time and even got to keep my RealTouch. All the information about the device is at their site, RealTouch.com

P.S. It was nice to meet Tony Aziz, always have a blast hanging out with Cole Streets and of course Dean Tucker. Also big thanks to RealTouch for giving me a toy of my own, my penis luvs you.

Behind the Scenes Vido From Raging Party

Thanks to nickyoungxxx for the video of all of us from the Man of the Year party. There is some nudity, def NSFW.